Israel seems to go through a series of exodus and exile. It seems like God calls His chosen people to a place or situation, then gets them out of there… only to leave them isolated, alone and feeling lost.
The story of Moses leading the Hebrews out of Egypt (which is called – GET THIS – the EXODUS story), is a prime example.
God actually led the Hebrews into Egypt, where they ended up in captivity. Albeit, He led them there some 400 years prior to their slavery, but still, He led them there. Hearing the cries of His people for deliverance, He also led them out of Egypt through His servant, Moses.
WHERE THEY END UP SPENDING 40 YEARS IN THE DESERT.
Sitting on the banks of the Jordan, in the “plains of Moab” and poised for the conquest of Canaan (i.e. the land “overflowing with milk and honey” that God promised them like ages ago)… The Hebrews do this great thing.
They start doubting their deliverer.
I’m not saying that it’s not a natural reaction.
I mean… Have you ever felt exiled? Isolated? Alone? Because if you have, I’m sure you’d know the doubt, anxiety and depression that creeps in… it’s no fun at all.
Exile is a hard place to be in… but it’s also a necessary tool that God uses to refine us.
I’ve written in previous blogs about being “sent down the hall” when I was younger. If my parents couldn’t get through to me in any other way, and I was so worked up or so convinced that my wrong way of doing things was the right way, or that I just didn’t realise that what I was doing was wrong, I would be sent down our long hallway, to sit on my own and think. I feel like God does the same thing to His children when they don’t listen to Him.
Not even the most arrogant, rude and self-righteous Christian could go through exile and come out of it not being changed in some way. Sometimes exile is necessary for us to be tested to see how far our faith will go.
I was singing a hymn in mass last week when I found myself choking up on these lyrics:
“Does your faith carry on in the shadows? Does it shine in the night, for the world?
Will you love me as I have loved you? Will you live with me in the darkness as I die? For the moon, and the stars, shall be gone like the night… and the sun will be shining on you.”
Exile should be a proof of our faith. It should be a proof of our love for God, who made Himself a man, so that He could come and die for us, without any assurance that we would return His love.
Will we love Him the same, even when we’re “not really feeling it”?
Will we continue to be a light, when all we can see is darkness?
The last line is so great: “For the moon, and the stars, shall be gone like the night… and the sun will be shining on you.”
God would never lead us into the wilderness to just leave us there. I mean, He might let us stay there for a time so that we can learn what it is to be Christlike. To be REALLY Christlike… Not just knowing things about Christ and not doing them. Committing like never before to being like Jesus.
The other Bible story about exodus and exile that really speaks to me is Noah. Cup your hands for a second (like you would for communion). Do they look kind of like a boat? If they don’t, then you’re definitely cupping your hands wrong. Anyway, you probably get where I’m going with this…
Although Noah was in the midst of raging waters that drowned and purified sin and in uncomfortable circumstances – I mean, hanging out with your family is awesome, but I can imagine that being around them 25/7 along with two of every animal in the world while being cramped on a boat was probably not the most fun experience – he was still in the palm of God’s hand.
That’s got to do something to a person.
Hopefully a good something.
Noah’s faith in God’s deliverance was what brought the rainbow and the promise that it would never happen again at the end of his exile.
If you’ve been exiled, you will surely be delivered. The answer is coming. Don’t lose faith in that promise.
Isaiah 54:9-10
This is like the days of Noah to me: Just as I swore that the waters of Noah would never again go over the earth, so I have sworn that I will not be angry with you and will not rebuke you.
For the mountains may depart and the hills be removed, but my steadfast love shall not depart from you, and my covenant of peace shall not be removed, says the LORD, who has compassion on you.